And somehow in one day it’s gone from having a very linear path of prioritization – write this one, then that one, and then in March tackle that OTHER one, while working on music stuff at night – to suddenly having many more balls in the air, and working on three writing projects simultaneously.

Well, if I was ever concerned that Oportunity wouldn’t find me if I took steps out on my own… I needn’t have worried.

On another note, did anybody see our President’s interview for Al-Arabiya? Yes, I know that eventually Obama will disappoint me in some way (I’m sure a lot of hardline Progressives are feeling disappointed this morning regarding Obama’s request to Waxman that the family planning element get pulled from the stimulus package, for example), but for me personally thus far, the Obama presidency has been a dream I keep expecting to wake up from. Doing more than I’d ever expected, and doing it faster and with more ruthless efficiency than I ever would have dared to dream.

If one is looking for a role model on how to get many things done quickly, one needn’t look further than President Obama.

It’s amazing how little one blogs when one is not sitting in front of a computer at a day job for 11 hours straight.

Thanks to some issues with the telecine process, the Student Films section has been delayed. Being super-OCD — or is it just being a super-procrastinator? — and for some reason holding these old movies I did 10+ years ago in higher esteem than is warranted, I was very concerned with getting these things online in perfect shape.

This, of course, goes against the spirit in which they were originally made, and in terms of time spent, was a poor way to approach the process. In any case, after spending far too many hours between my apartment and Burbank, and having certain parts of these movies transferred multiple times, I’ve somewhat stopped giving a shit about them. Not that I’m no longer excited to present them here for the five people that will watch them — I am — but I’ve got more important things to do.

Which brings me around to what I think is going to be a pretty regular feature for the immediate future: The Purpose Thing Update [things i'm learning mix].

1. Opportunity.
I always thought the notion that putting good energy into the world brings you opportunity was a lot of hippie commie pinko bullshit. Well, not surprisingly, that sort of rigid thinking wasn’t only symptomatic of the larger problems I’ve been having, it was also wrong. Within a week of quitting my gig, a random opportunity found me. Don’t know if anything is going to come of it yet, but still excited at the old people I’m reconnecting with because of it, and the lessons I’m learning trying to turn the chance into something concrete.

2. Momentum.
A moving object tends to stay in motion, and an object at rest tends to stay at rest. Known this since 8th grade, but sometimes it is hard to see in one’s own life. You get up and work at what you want to improve at every single day, and you will wire yourself to do that thing. You won’t have to try to listen to music to force it (though music helps; see below), and you won’t spend a couple hours reading news on Obama, watching Internet porn, or finding old friends on Facebook. (With two computer monitors, one can actually do all three of these things at the same time.)

3. Permission.
This is key, and for me one of the biggest hurdles. Don’t overthink. Don’t force every single step to be perfect before moving on to the next. Just do. Let it be good, let it be bad — just let it be you. Yes, I know the cynics will say that doing this will just result in mediocre work. To that I say, Yes. Yes It Will. But mediocre work gets revised and becomes better work, and it is only after doing a lot of mediocre work that one can do good work. (I’m suspecting the same also applies in the transition from good work to great work, but can’t comment from first-hand experience yet.) Most creative voices get stymied right at the beginning, by one’s own internal censor (there’s a reason “The Censor” was the working title for the Uneasy Lies the Head EP, btw).

You pretty much gotta say Fuck It, and just do your own thing. Not surprisingly, not only does this seem to let one discover their own voice, it also reduces one’s overall stress level.

Unfortunately, this item doesn’t seem to be an off/on switch. It seems to be like quitting smoking; something that’s always going to be with you, gnawing at the back of your brain, so you need to be vigilant and beat it back whenever it tries to grab the controls.

4. Acceptance.
I’m not that fancy when it comes to music. I like a ton of different stuff, but when it comes to stuff that gets me in the right headspace to work, it comes down to Guns N’ Roses and Nine Inch Nails. It’s been that way since junior high, when I’d do my math homework to “It’s So Easy” blasting out of my speakers. In different times I’ve thought that maybe I wasn’t as fancy as I should have been, so I’ve tried to elevate the level of my creative game by writing, editing, etc. to Miles Davis. David Bowie. Bob Dylan. Arcade Fire. Music I like to listen to, yes, but that is also seen as objectively “good”. Smart people’s music.

Guess what? Doesn’t work. Keeps me focusing more on the music than whatever it is I’m working on. And outside influences can’t raise the level of your game if they keep you on the bench. Pretty Hate Machine and Appetite For Destruction work? Awesome. Cue em up and move on.

5. Less Talky, More Do-ey.
I’ve planned great things for decades without doing a single one. I’m not just an amateur at this; I’m a fucking Nobel Prize winning laureate at Talking Without Follow-Through.

That’s bullshit.

Better to actually do mediocre things then plan great ones that never happen. (This is a corollary to “Permission” I suppose.) Part of striking down this pattern will be getting the first L’orangerie Stank show off the ground. Something that is now in place in terms of gear and people involved. Songs are being written… but this is turning into talking and not doing. A laundry list of progress steps isn’t the same as doing.

So let’s just set the goal and meet it. First show will happen by April 1. Done.

(Incidentally, if anybody wants to suggest songs that they think The Stank should play, feel free to comment below.)

5. Pay Attenion.
Work is awaitin’ and I’ve got to get going, but if you really don’t know what else to do with your Internet time, go watch your new President.

I must say, I was a little surprised this week. Having a POTUS who actually seems to be the same person that ran, and follows through with his campaign pledges… well, it’s a little new to me. Gonna take some time to get used to.

One thing I’m quickly discovering is that maintaining a blog is quite difficult when you are not stuck in front of a computer all day long wishing you were doing something other than what you are actually doing.

At a desk job?  Taking phone calls/placing phone calls/redrafting contracts/sending out contracts?  Don’t really feel that these things are the end-all, be-all to your life?  You’ll find yourself with PLENTY of time on your hands to blog.

But, say you’re on vacation… or you finally find yourself with the time to unpack since your move over a month ago… or you realize you have the time to catch up on the many movies you’ve recently missed (Milk is amazing; Slumdog Millionaire is a beautiful romantic’s fairy tale; The Wrestler is the most depressing and infuriating movie this year — with one of the most compelling performances since I don’t know when; Revolutionary Road, Che, and Benjamin Button are on deck as soon as possible)… well in those cases, you will find that you’re not really called back to the keyboard to engage in the blog of it all as you may normally be.

Which, of course, is going to make the coming months rather interesting on this website.

In any case, here’s the latest and greatest:

• Phase Two is now underway in regards to getting the Student Films Section online.  That’ll be done… well, as soon as the kind folks at the telecine shop can get the job done.  Going for the “unscheduled” option, with a four week completion timeframe, seemed the best choice given it saved me 20%.
• I’m currently moving a Nine Inch Nails satire website I wrote on with some friends a few years back called Wearing These Chains over to its new home (the home in training is here, with lots of things not working yet (sorry), but the old home is still here — for now).  TypePad is an expensive mofo, and moving over to MovableType is a pain in the ass.  Thanks, SixApart.  Your total and absolute lack of help and foresight in easing this transition between your two lines of products has been super helpful.  It certainly hasn’t encouraged me to stick with WordPress on any other future endeavors.  Nope, nuh-uh, not in the slightest.
• My last day at my current gig will be either this coming Friday, or sometime in the following week.  No job.  No backup plan.  Just me and some ideas.  It’s gonna be a ride.

Oh, and I seem to have a cold.  Not like you gave a shit, but hey — why not throw it in.

Now I am off to go through a bunch of unmarked VHS tapes to see if I can throw them away or not.  With this exciting task ahead of me, is it any surprise I suddenly found myself blogging?

I didn’t think so.